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Today [29 Jul 2003|01:50pm]

[ mood | awake ]

Well i go job hunting with pops tomorrow. I need a second job otherwise ill have to go back to not eating much and not going out and such. Ive had really horrible Dreams as of late and there really bothering me cause they have nothing to do with me. There of friends and im worried cause about two years ago i had a very detailed dream about a guy named aldon who was bothering hope and warren. This was the time were me and hopes relationship was nearly dieing and we were getting annoyed with each other, but i had a dream of him raping a boy and then the next night raping someone else and it was reaccuring and so like a weirdo i got some information about him and he turned out to be gay and he molested 3 boys and was kicked out of jesuit for it too. I freaked cuase warren and hope and anyasia were all with him in disney world and they had no idea and i told hope and warren and they laughed then they found his diary and read it and saw i wasn't lieing and freaked. So im worried about some of the dreams ive been having. Not saying im magical or special or anything i jsut have this knack of protecting people i care about. oh weird huh........Anyways im thinking of becoming buddhist and ive been reading up on Zen and Buddahism and im even going to a buddahist church/temple here in New Orleans soon. Well thats enough for that now.

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Does this mean that John and I are really the same person? [29 Mar 2003|01:36pm]


I amNyarlathotep!

The 999 forms of Nyarlathotep are a point of meditation for the true initiate. It is through these manifold faces that the secrets of the universe are made known. Called "The Crawling Chaos", Nyarlathotep is the disembodied ego of Azathoth and thus the universal "I" of known reality. Some of the many documented forms are; Father of Knives, Nephren-Ka, the Black Man, the Beast of the Lashing Tongue to name a few.

Which Great Old One are you?
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This journal needs love. I <3 Holly. ^_^ [20 Mar 2003|01:50pm]

[ mood | bored ]

Sigh, I didn't think I'd have to be the 3rd person here. I feel so special, or something.

Well, today hasn't been so exciting yet. I'm just trying to find something to do, online or otherwise. Hm, that reminds me, I still have to finish playing Kingdom Hearts before I return it back to the rental store. Whoo, I found something to do, hoorah for me.

*goes off*

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hrm [16 Mar 2003|11:57pm]

[ mood | okay ]

second post. thanks to jer for posting first...

once i get more members, we'll all have a party. *nodnod*

anyway... today's been okay. i had a staff meeting... and i've been kinda moping/wandering around all day.

my friend pessica forgot i was on her friends list. ;_;

not much else to say...

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First post here? [16 Mar 2003|09:04pm]

Here it goes, "talk about your day"? Eh why not.

Every Sunday is bad for me real, real bad. It always brings me back to thinking about my Ex-girlfriend Allison. I was with her for four years and got dumped like a ton of bricks. It's been Seven months but it still affects me.

So long story Short Sundays are bad for me. I got up and went to church and then basically bummed around all day long. I think me sitting around the house lacking mental stimulation is what causes my Thoughts for my Ex. I should have studied today but alas what is done is done.
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